We’re the same! 

Talking to a few people close to my heart, I told them I feel like Lucky.  Lucky is my dog, she is a rescue dog paralyzed from the waist down. When I first found her, when I tried to pick her up, she ran away. I thought that was normal, she doesn’t know me, she’s... Continue Reading →

Stabbing presence 

They are gone, but they still control you. Not in the sense that they tell you what to do and what not to do, but their harm still extends even though they are not in your life anymore.  You sit there wondering what is wrong with you. Why you can’t just deal with life like... Continue Reading →

Parallel efforts

Everyone around you all in good faith tell you a bunch of things, some tell you to go to sleep earlier, just cut out the junk food, make a bed time routine.  All good and well, but this won’t stop the heaviness you feel. The problem is that it’s like a persisting lake eroding the... Continue Reading →

Too far gone 

I need help and I don’t know how to ask for it. I’m too far gone.  I’m too far gone and the picture that has been painted of the decent human being that I am has become bullshit; a level that I can’t even put back together.  I didn’t paint this picture of a decent human,... Continue Reading →

Drug of Choice

There's this disappointment that takes over your mind and fills up the insides of your gut, and it's just disappointment over disappointment over disappointment. The problem is that it's not only a feeling, it's your mind starting to tell you that you're never going to get out of this, that no matter how hard you... Continue Reading →

Unworthy

You, my friend are not a ballerina.  You were not made to always be on your tippy toes, always trying to seem like you are taller than you really are, so that those around you will acknowledge you. But the problem isn't that your toes are sore from always  reaching up, it's your perception. You... Continue Reading →

Locking Purpose 

When you find a purpose for your life, the calculations you make in your mind start to change. Because you have a purpose, your mind doesn't seem to have a problem to do something a little extra tiring, because you know it's worth it. But moving from day to day like they are all the... Continue Reading →

Shaking The Foundation

I understand that this is the reality of the world that we live in. That there are people who are innocent and will die a gruesome death at the hands of those whose hearts no longer see souls but see entitlement, power, and superiority. I know the world has had many wars and that  many... Continue Reading →

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