Stabbing presence 

They are gone, but they still control you. Not in the sense that they tell you what to do and what not to do, but their harm still extends even though they are not in your life anymore.  You sit there wondering what is wrong with you. Why you can’t just deal with life like... Continue Reading →

Easier said than done 

It’s so easy when you think about the practicality of things. You sit, you put a plan, and you execute.  Need to lose weight? Diet Need to build muscle? Go to the gym  Need to make friends? Expand your circle Need to move on? Forgive  Need to work on your depression and anxiety? Go to... Continue Reading →

Parallel efforts

Everyone around you all in good faith tell you a bunch of things, some tell you to go to sleep earlier, just cut out the junk food, make a bed time routine.  All good and well, but this won’t stop the heaviness you feel. The problem is that it’s like a persisting lake eroding the... Continue Reading →

Too far gone 

I need help and I don’t know how to ask for it. I’m too far gone.  I’m too far gone and the picture that has been painted of the decent human being that I am has become bullshit; a level that I can’t even put back together.  I didn’t paint this picture of a decent human,... Continue Reading →

Processing Reality

You try and try and try, but all that comes out is silence. You hear everything, except your voice. Sometimes all that comes out are jumbled words, and people look at you with confusion.  Other times you actually end up doing the opposite of what you wanted to do. It’s not that you don’t want... Continue Reading →

Scratching the surface 

Today I caught myself in one of the biggest predicaments. There have been so many people who tell me that I deserve better, that I sell myself short, that I cannot see what I truly am worth. My response to that is generally, "I mean, I know I have self confidence issues, but not to... Continue Reading →

Territory of the heart

via Daily Prompt: Territory "She is mine." Getting to know someone comes in phases. Moving from attraction to comfort, the phase where we start being who we are, rather than the masks we wore. There's a sense of belonging. Attachment. The belonging is beautiful. Someone who feels like home, who isn't too much work. Someone... Continue Reading →

He’s Controlling Your Mind!

Split was an excellent depiction of how real the different voices inside your head are. Sure, I know you'll say that you don't have Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD) or now what is known as Dissociative identity disorder (DID) ; but in my point of view, you sorta do. Everyone has different facets to their personality,... Continue Reading →

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